A time when u dont ping frnz when u feel bored and exhausted and senseless...
U trust no one to share ..
And probably never will...
Ur parents leave u... And u ... Where are u?
Creating a new life? Why missing past one? Why new life has past memories and a personality to mend, repair and be adjusted as per standards...
U were tierd and frustated there...
Is it not life but u? U r the denominatr? Sometimes i think...i am... I am my worst enemy... Worst frn... And my head is my worst place to live. No one is happy wi4th who i am. I think i ll forget soon who i am... I want to change... More .. I dont want to ruin my new lifd... Then why? Why change is not happeninv? What to do? Where to go?
But apart from this... I feel... A little... Unrelaxed... Sometimes i ask... How everything was my choicse...my way..my independence... My wrong was also right.
I have lost many ppl in life...i dont want to loose more... I am loosing myself too...
My parents dont talk to me for 7 7 days... Whom to complain? Its easy to rant... I want to just pour out sometimes... Just a lil space too.
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