change

You see how life change ..its not totally bad but..i am trying... But sometimes i feel that i am not doing enough. How life has changed.. And everything is now dependent... Cant even go for a walk by yourself and by our own timings. I used to have my own schedule... Now that is also changed...unable to do many things i used to do...  Why everything starts when my mood is off or m in some pain... Why my talks are calculated? Why the discrimination? You cannot do what u want... Nobody ask now what u want to eat?  Nobody ask u how u feeling? N they say that girls only behave differently... Why he is responsibly do task with mother...but expect me to do everything?  Its really amazing to see things in periods. Rest i miss how i used to go on walk daily... Do yoga, read books.,, travel wherever i like... Had a life ..n almlst independent one... Why nobody ask what i want? Why nobody shares anything with me? Why i have to wakeup at particular time?not him? Why i cant wear what i am comfortable in? Why i cant skip anything? None of them asked ever what u want to eat today? But i have to ask every little step i take... I camt do anythung without permission. Why i have to sacrifice my food choices? Why i cant eat healthy anymore? Whenever asnd however i like? Why i have obligations?